first night of autumn

the first night of autumn came too soon, i could see my breath dissapear into the cold black sky, your hair danced in the wind as i held you close, a tear ran down my cheek and hit the floor, you whispered il see you soon as i said goodbye.we both knew that wouldnt be soon. the heavens opened on the dead drive home with only you running through my mind. i cant stop running away from reality. this distance always catches up on me. so dark tonight the moon came too close, i miss your smile that warmed my soul and those cold city nights i grew to love. the pain of missing you is worth every ache, swore and stitch but still you dont understand. i couldnt kiss you one last time, without letting you know your always be mine.